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Roxy Lalonde (Kyr: Robin Hood) ([personal profile] thevoidsdarkhorse) wrote in [personal profile] quicksmiles_nimblefingers 2015-06-22 07:33 am (UTC)

Re: Backdated to late 16th

i didnt want 2 run
i was ready to face the same thing that took them
then a stupid experimental device brought me HERE and i
didnt have a way back
didnt have anything
and
no one can help me
bc im weak
bc i want 2 be helped even tho i fucking know its gonna just doom someone else
but nope
nope i keep tryin bc im weak and pathetic and god this is why i was a drunkard for fucking yrs
but they cant help
keeps gettin proven over and over again
ppl cant help when they wont even acknowledge whats wrong
when i even try to explain a lil bit i get written off as nuts or delusional and i
im all thats left
if everything i went thru wasnt real
then theyre not real
and i can barely stand bein told im not real
but my friends
im all thats left
the only 1 who can remember them
i cant take their very existence from them too
ppl believe u
ppl can help u
ppl arent going 2 call u crazy for basic facts of ur life
u have hope
i dnt
theres no help for someone who doesnt exist

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