i didnt want 2 run i was ready to face the same thing that took them then a stupid experimental device brought me HERE and i didnt have a way back didnt have anything and no one can help me bc im weak bc i want 2 be helped even tho i fucking know its gonna just doom someone else but nope nope i keep tryin bc im weak and pathetic and god this is why i was a drunkard for fucking yrs but they cant help keeps gettin proven over and over again ppl cant help when they wont even acknowledge whats wrong when i even try to explain a lil bit i get written off as nuts or delusional and i im all thats left if everything i went thru wasnt real then theyre not real and i can barely stand bein told im not real but my friends im all thats left the only 1 who can remember them i cant take their very existence from them too ppl believe u ppl can help u ppl arent going 2 call u crazy for basic facts of ur life u have hope i dnt theres no help for someone who doesnt exist
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Re: Backdated to late 16th
Date: 2015-06-22 07:33 am (UTC)From:i was ready to face the same thing that took them
then a stupid experimental device brought me HERE and i
didnt have a way back
didnt have anything
and
no one can help me
bc im weak
bc i want 2 be helped even tho i fucking know its gonna just doom someone else
but nope
nope i keep tryin bc im weak and pathetic and god this is why i was a drunkard for fucking yrs
but they cant help
keeps gettin proven over and over again
ppl cant help when they wont even acknowledge whats wrong
when i even try to explain a lil bit i get written off as nuts or delusional and i
im all thats left
if everything i went thru wasnt real
then theyre not real
and i can barely stand bein told im not real
but my friends
im all thats left
the only 1 who can remember them
i cant take their very existence from them too
ppl believe u
ppl can help u
ppl arent going 2 call u crazy for basic facts of ur life
u have hope
i dnt
theres no help for someone who doesnt exist